Happy Birthday To Myself (:
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
happy birthday to TingTing
happy birthday to me
Today went to watch TheHauntingInConnecticut
W Laykoon , Stella , Aloy , Terence (:
Nice and scary ._.
After that went back to 500 plus meet Priscilla , chai and Jialing .
I finally talk to him today /:
End here , Goodnights (!)
Again , slack at 500plus today w the same old peoples .
Hais , after laocock told me those thing i feel guilty ._.
I have no idea how far i can run , how long i can cry
or how many times i have to slap myself to wake up .
Shouldn't love be selfish ?
NeverBeBack.
Im Bored ._.
Went ton w LayKoon , Aloy and his brother at sintua ytd .
we went to LittleGuiLin , they said it was haunted but i see nothing /:
Went back play cards , Lk help us count if we will be w our xinshanren .
idk if i should believe this not , we wont be tgt anym . we'refarapart
6Plus went home already (:
Dont feel like going back school but got common test .
Today went to Amkhub meet Chris then went off and go pris house .
home-ed after that .
i know we look funny(':
Sick D:
Mc for 3 days .
Sister accompany me go see doctor today
After that Ahchris come meet me .
after that Laykoon and friends came then we go amk hub walk walk ._.
went home at 9 plus (:
School was alright .
Walk home alone staight after school .
Igrowup , i learn the word Independent . (:
That idiot say want meet me end up never , stay at home is also better .
This lousy ass computer dont let me upload photo ._.
Baby , i think something wrong w us ?
But no matter what i still LOVE
♥ you (:
Woke up at 2 plus
then went k-pool w sister and Ahhao
they teach me how to play (:
after that went gsc slack then see Ahhao , Ahdi and Siyu play Left4Death .
So excited (: hahahas
Buy food then went home .
Spend my day w a idiot :D
went woodland meet grace then go find laykoon they all .
Actually going to watch movie w Ahchai and priscilla but then i went home cause too tired .
sorry uh /:
Erzi cheerup nahs .
YouAreMyEverything
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I like, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and trul
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
you are number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
( YouArePartOfMyLife ) Went School today (':
Bored all the way until end of the school .
meetAhchris and his friend then slack tgt . Cant wake up for school again ._.
Going out later to exchange my Mp3 , hope its not a spoil one again .
& BYEBYE .
Went CityHall w Priscilla , Ahchai ,Ahchris and his friends .
After that went to Marina then they play pool .
Actually going to Bugis but never , thought can meet Ahxiang .
She told me she saw her , i hope to see my superman /:
Going other place w them but no time so we come back amk .
Home -ed after that (:
My legs are painful :(
Life is BORING :')
Slack
Slack
Slack
Slack
Slack
Slack
Today didn't go school cause cant wake up on time .
Help my mum do thing then go down meet Baby and Xiaopeng .
Slack eat then when home :D
Bi2 mc for 7 days , my life in school gonna rot (!)
Hope she get will soon and not H1N1 :x
The most FAILURE butch (!)
Smile and cry
To watch you die .
Don't ever regret what you did
Someday , someone will treat you back like this
It's a life cycle .
i will just wait and see
Looking nice outside but inside rotten .
Useless Butch , XIAOBAILAN (!)
Im not YOUR Plaything (!)
Im back :D
Went to Priscilla's house and slack cause she 'break' her legs then cant really walk .
Ahchris , Ahchai and priscilla at there watch show i at there sleep .
Eat , sleep and eat again .
Went down 546 slack awhile then go home :D
NoLife :/
You got your Girl , I got my Boy .
Is the end of our story .
Today didn't attend school again .
wake up at around 11 plus then went to meet mayvika .
She went back thailand already , hope she will come back soon again D:
after that meet priscilla , jialing, tiffany , Jingfa ,ahchris and Ahchai .
went to buy cat food for Ling-Ko and her mummy , they eat alot uh .
slack until 10 plus :D
reach home around 11 .
Today didn't go school again ._.
wake up at around 12 plus then went to JiaLing 's house to meet Ahchai .
then all went down to meet Priscilla and yanlin go eat .
And went to find Ling-ko slack :D
after that i went to meet Mayvika , Pearlie and Yixuan .
Imiss mayvika and she changed alot too :D
Pris and Chai went off then only left Mayvika , pearlie and me slack .
Mayvika accompany me until Pris and chai came then she left .
meet papa and mama for dinner :D
Every Story Have A End .
Today wasn't that nice .
Jialing pon school again , and i was alone th whole day .
2 free period today cause my math teacher never come .
First time she mc uh .
Texting while someone playing the ' never be replace' song
Remind me someone , and i miss her alot
i hope that she was right beside me that time .
Priscilla came to find me after that , she was crying cause she's alone .
i wanted to accompany her but i scare got relief teacher come .
then she said she want go home ._.
Zzz , sot me siol .
after school pris come fetch me then my sister came .
went to amk hub w pris , sister and pearlie
then after that went back to 537 find ling-ko :D
Ahhao came and play w her , my sister scare until she run away and knock th table :x
funny uh , went to meet papa and mama for dinner after that .
Tml :D (!)
IloveYOU
