See how my life changes ..

Thursday, August 13, 2009 - 7:47 AM

Past . if it come back , love it forever .

Didn't sleep well last night . Thinking about the past . How stupid and silly i was .How much pain i suffer . Seeing my lover walking hand in hand with my best friend and i pretend to be fine . Seeing my lover kissing with my best friend and i pretend that i saw nothing .Thinking that i used to have my Inbox full of my lover msg but now not even one . Thinking that i used to see my lover almost everyday but now not even once a month .Thinking that i used to talk to my lover until late night but now not even a 'hello' . Thinking that we used to share our problem together but now you dont even trust me . Thinking that i used to take care of you whenever you're sick but now you dont even need my care . Thinking million of way to Forget and Forgive but yet it already became a habit of mine . And i never ever think that we cant be togother anymore and i hope to see you in my dream everynight . Now my lover should be or must be very happy with her girl but why cant i just let it go off .

Miss alot of lesson this few days , go back school again and totally lost
Dont even know what the teacher talking about ._.
Today Jialing didn't went school , thought i will be very boring but today lesson was quite fun (:
PE lesson Priscilla , pearlie and me take medicine ball walk around the field .
Craps and jokes . (:
Then math lesson Playing w Hafiz they all .
Hahahahas , i still got my darl to make me laughs .
After school went Pris's house do homework .
Then Ahchai , Aloy , Ahchris came (:

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